When all the things were not on its track
A sudden thought came into my mind
Is there anything such as contentment or even satisfaction?
Why am I not enough?
Why do you need to ask for more?
Why didn’t I give some more?
All the things were on its fast track
Why didn’t I anticipate this?
Why didn’t I run?
Or why can’t I run?
Maybe I m just too late
Time is on its unstoppable turn
Why didn’t you allow me to adjust?
Why didn’t you wait for me?
Am I too slow? Or Am I too relaxed?
I can’t get a grip on your hands
You are so fast
You didn’t hear me scream
You didn’t see me cry
How come you just throw it all away?
Yes I know, time took you away
I thought I am at my best
I thought I was the best
But all those thoughts are gone with time
Time told me, I m not!
Is it time? Or is it you?
Does this make any sense right now?
I think I m ok, but I don’t actually believe it
It hurts that all the promises made were fulfilled with your present
Maybe I don’t deserve those fulfilled promises
I can’t stay forever right? Does she? I hope so.
I had loved more than I think I could, more than you think I would but I feel sorry because you lost your chance to be loved more than you would ever feel in your life after this.
Contentment? Satisfaction? Are there such things?
We always have a choice in every situation where in it feels like there is none…
There are always options in life…
It is just that we cannot see it because we only think of what benefits us the most…
We are given two choices:
To do what is right and To do what is wrong.
But I… I would rather do the most painful thing as long as it is right (according to my conscience)…
Don’t just resort to what you think is right but do what is ethical.
The most wonderful things in this world came from “right choices”…
We are given the choice to do what is right…
So why not give it a shot?
May 18, 2007
I had my Oral Revalida (a test where in you will pick 3 questions from a bowl and then answer all 3 in 10 minutes) about all the skills we have tackled in my Nursing Care Management 101 (NCM 101).
I had my Nursing Care Management 101 (NCM 101) final exam.
I had my Principles and Strategies of Teaching and Learning (PSTL) final exam.
It was also our last day for our summer class.
I thought Oral Revalida is so hard but it depends upon your fortune if it will be hard or not. Luckily, my hands are so good in picking (that time) so I got the questions:
1. Give two purposes of Bag Technique.
2. Why is soap used in hand washing?
3. Why does administering drugs have time interval?
I answered the first 2 questions completely, but I have doubts in the third question, I think my answer is correct but it is not complete. I don’t know my score but as my classmates said, if you got 2 questions correctly, your score would be 95% including the grooming. I m so glad it turned out good but a little bit pissed off because I studied all night to prepare I just got 4 hours of sleep.
I didn’t study for my final exam because I don’t have the chance. Luckily, again and again, I passed my PSTL exam. I just don’t know for my NCM 101 exam but I believe I did well on that exam except for the nursing theories part. I m so glad that I surpassed all that stress… Lols.
After classes, I and some of my classmates ate at McDonald’s Morayta. We bonded, giggled and laughed. I love my classmates even if we’ve just known each other for a while. Summer class passed like a snap of a finger. It is so short and so toxic yet worth while. My classmates are the ones who were there when I was destroyed (devastated). They know it all…=D
After eating, I went to Jammy’s unit. Chille, Ysai and Ka-ye were there. We didn’t do anything except for talking. Yes, we talked a lot and chat about our new experiences. As you know, we are now in different schools.=(
May 19, 2007
I m sooooooooooooooooooo glad that my summer vacation is now starting!
I have completed my sleep! 12 hours of sleep… I just spend texting my classmates (BSN 939) and lying in my bed. I don’t want to be productive. I just want to be lazy as I was before my summer class or whenever I have no classes.
To BSN 939:See you all next semester! Thank you for being there, for making me smile everyday and making my summer class so colorful (who says colorful life is just for lovers? =p). Love you guys! I’ll miss you all!
Since Jeric of Brinknotes.org tagged me. You have the right to know 6 weird things about me. I don’t know if this is weird for you, but for me i think it is. So here it goes:
- I kept chocolate wrappers, candy wrappers, receipts and any other forms of memorabilia when I go out with my friends, if someone just asked me to keep it and if that moment is so special.
- I have 3 giant paper bags filled with letters from my friends since grade 5.
- I have a magazine mosaic at my room’s wall. I made it myself.
- I have a pillow named Pipi (Filipino word, meaning flat)
- I can’t sleep without a blanket, even if it is so hot or brown out.
- I haven’t had a boyfriend, 17 years and 5 months ago… harhar! ( i don’t know why anyone, asking me if i have a boyfriend is always shocked by this fact.)
May 5, 2007- At last! After several months of waiting… I’ve seen it! It —– Spider-man 3! I’ve seen it with my cousins (Pat, Raine=Maze, Phillippe, Patrick and Edward). Actually, we just planned our “date” the night before. We went to Shang-rila via bus (which was so squished) and MRT. We left our house at 3:30pm (I think) and arrived at Shang-rila at 4:30pm. To our dismay, we missed the 4:00 pm showing of the movie. We immediately rushed into to Cinemaplex to buy our tickets, but… the thing was, there were no more available tickets for the 7:00 pm showing, the next showing was 7:30pm we had second thoughts because the movie will end at 10:00pm. The MRT will close by that time. Still, we grabbed the opportunity. I don’t want to waste our purpose for that day. I don’t want to reschedule because I will be busy the following week. We waited by eating our dinner at KFC. Our dinner was sponsored by Tito Feck. After an hour of eating, we decided to split up; we, girls spend our time at Starbucks. We texted the guys but we failed to meet because they went to the Starbucks near the Cinemaplex and we were at the Starbucks ground floor. Anyway, we, girls had our frappe but the guys were so excited so they just sat and waited for us at the stairs near the Cinemaplex. Lols. We met them by 7:15 pm near the ticket booth. We went to the cinema, find our seats and enjoy the movie…
Actually, while finding the “correct” cinema, my cousin Maze thought that our cinema number is 3. When we showed it to the clerk, she said that our cinema is over there— the cinema where in there was a long trail of noisy people. As we said “SABLAY NANAMAN”(We had a another mistake).
Here are some pictures:
For a recap, our first “sablay” was when we arrived late for the movie, second was when we asked for the permission of Pat’s dad, if we could push through seeing the movie even if it was late already. We didn’t wait for the approval and just decided for ourselves. Tito Alex replied. “Nagpaalam pa kayo itutuloy niyo din naman…” another “sablay” right. Third was when we waited for the guys at Starbucks but to our dismay we ended up at different branch of Starbucks and the fourth “sablay” was when us, girls finding the Cinemaplex, Maze brought us to the dead ends of the mall knowing that I know how to get there. Fifth, was the clerk “thing” I hoped that was the last but there’s more…
I won’t include my comments about the movie in this post. But I can’t help but to comment on James Franco (Harry Osborn). He matured and I find him so cute! I totally developed a crushed on him. =D Spider-man 3 for me is a two thumbs up film…
Going back to our “Sablay Moments” after the movie, we rushed into the MRT station because it was already 10PM, Pat my overly tensed cousin didn’t even allowed me to pee. She was the only person who was in a rush and the effect of that was the rest of us to be tensed also. All of us we’re running and grasping our breaths. Luckily, we made it to the train. On the train, I can’t help but smile because of the movie. I’m guilty of being a spider-man fanatic and I admit that I got hang over for 3 days because of the film. You may think I m exaggerating but what can I do I m an avid fan but who is afraid of real spiders. Lols.
When we arrived at the North Avenue station, the sixth “sablay moment” happened, we were instructed to wait for my Tito and Tita (Pat’s Parents) because they will fetch us. We all know that there are two entrance and exit in MRT so we were confused on where to exit. I decided that we will exit on the right side so that the car won’t u-turn anymore. My cousins insisted to exit on where we enter going to the mall and so we did. After several minutes of waiting, Pat’s parents arrived. I thought her parents we’re not angry but they we’re. Why? They u-turned to fetch us to the right side but to their dismay we were at the left! They u-turned again and upon entering the car, they were so disappointed. We cousins were so quiet on our way home but I didn’t let the momentum slip off my spirit. I can’t remove the smile at my face and so was Maze. Pat was so destroyed that moment! I just talked to Maze through text. I’m afraid to break the silence in the car.
When we got home, I think we totaled 6 “sablay moments” but it was worth it because we enjoyed the company of each other. I hope that after the “sablay moments” we can do that again minus the 6mistakes.
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