before TOXICITY strikes again….
Three days before the first day of classes… I met two of my LONG LOST friends. We have been away with each other for years for some reasons and they know it… I realized how time flies and how I should manage it so that I will not lose track of them again. Friends should never be set aside whenever you build a world with “someone” meaning, if you have a girlfriend or boyfriend or whatsoever because whenever things are at their worse, they are the ones who will find your ripped and torn off pieces and then put you back into your brand new you. They are your “sweetest downfall”. They may seem not to care, they may seem to be busy but silently, they are thinking of you, of how you are and how you do.
A sudden thought came into my mind, Why is it that when you are FRIENDS, nothing gets wrong, no BIG fights, no SLEEPLESS nights, and no TEARS running down your face BUT when you have an INTIMATE relationship, there are always fights, misunderstandings and every little thing is a BIG issue? I cannot answer it. Can somebody please enlighten me? lol.
I realized that friends are there, I mean “always there” to catch you, to be at your back or just to cheer you up. Never set them aside, because they will at their own feel sad and hurt in Filipino, “Tampo”. Here you are, coming to them when you had your heart broken and asking them for some comfort but they can never refuse you, they can never turn their backs at you instead, they would be very delighted to hug you and welcome you back into the circle. I realized my value to them and I realized their BIG value to my life and me.
Now, I learned a GIANT lesson. Actually, I know it but I just do not “really” apply it. I know I m friendly, but with one reason I m not. Just message me if you want to know. =D Recently, I made my own motto: Be Friendly, and Catch Up with Old Friends. I m living my life with that principle (is it a principle anyway? lol). My mother may not understand why I m always going out with my friends, but the only reason is because of my MOTTO. Perhaps, you should also do that. It is fun and it feels light. It feels great. The feeling I always wanted and the feeling I think which I deserve. I m young and I do not want to feel the weight of the world. Who does right? It is not at all healthy. =D
*before my class start and before TOXICITY strikes again…
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 06-13-2007 | 05:06 AM
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