missing someONE.

Tonight, the rain pours as my eyes crashed in tears.

Hugging my pillow and making it wet, thinking that it’s you but can’t hug me back.

I have been trying to stop my tears flow as I condition myself that you won’t leave.

I have been showing you a happy façade but here lies a heart that misses you so much.

Being through this situation, this issue, with you made me tough and strong.

That I have someone to get back for me and make me feel protected.

Now that we have part ways, I thought I can do this by myself but it just goes to show that I can’t.

I feel so alone that you are not by my side.

I feel I don’t have someone to stood up for me.

Now that you’re away, my days are incomplete and when the sun sets, I keep on searching for something I can’t find— your presence.

I thought I’m brave enough but I’m not.

I wish we could turn back the time and prolong those sweet memories.

Now it’s so different, I don’t know if I can still make and win this fight.

I’m trying to adjust but I so want your company.

I’m bursting in tears now not just because of one person, YOU meaning MY GROUP MATES, not just my group mates but my true friends, my support system, my bliss and strength. I maybe talking like they are my lovers it’s just that I LOVE THEM this MUCH and they just can’t stay right beside me.

I miss you group 154 (the original)! This one is for you.

If I could just be with all of you again, I would hug you so tightly and never let go.

It’s just sad.

I thought we can make more fun moments and now, it would all just be feel good memories that I’ll treasure in my heart.

I’m so proud of you.

You are my ALL IN ONE person (I hope you get what I mean).

Help me not to miss you.

It’s making me weak.

Seriously.

I just discovered how weak am I without you.

And now, I just can’t stop crying.

deneb.arman.lyra.lyne.venus.paula.gara.diane.joy.mikko.malyn nothing compares to you guys. I’m missing you a lot…=( take care always…

Posted by: Dianne Peña | 11-18-2007 | 04:11 PM
Posted in: Rhapsodies