I am not a FUTURE person…
I don’t even plan my day…
I am more of a NOW person…
But there’s one thing that’s making me want the FUTURE…
One thing I don’t know if it will happen…
I don’t even know if it’s true…
I just wish…
I just hope…
I just pray…
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-22-2008 | 05:02 PM
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Am I destined to lose you if I tell you not?
Am I such a fool to have not taken the risk?
I was blinded by the word friendship thinking that was all I have for you
I never wondered for I knew you were just a friend
But I was wrong
So damn wrong
I never knew that I already crossed the line my mind drew
But my heart wished to have erased it earlier
And now, all I can do and resort to is to be your greatest friend
And be happy with that
I want to tell you but I can’t
I want to cry but my tears are frozen
I want your hug and smell your scent
But since I can’t have it
Now I am broken
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-22-2008 | 04:02 PM
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I can smell the mist of the rain
As my soul yearns for you my secret love
As I feel the coldness in my skin
I hunger for your caress and your tight hug
As I hear its pour in the dry ground
My heart is very anxious as it pounds
I miss you and it’s obvious
I can’t wait for the day that my eyes will lay to yours
Just by that, I’ll float in bliss
Just by that, I can forget all the pains and crying
That is the magic that you bring
To my life that is tired of repeated scenes
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-22-2008 | 04:02 PM
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“Do not be afraid any longer, little flock, for your father is pleased to give you the kingdom.”
– Luke 12:32
Honey, Baby, Sweet Heart… Those are the terms we use for endearment whether it is for our loved ones, parents or even friends. Here in this bible passage, God also has his sweet endearment for us. Little flock, as we are referred by our father.
Every day we are so busy with our own responsibilities. We are so busy thinking of the plans we have for tomorrow, of the money we need for our education or just enough money to save us from our daily needs. We are so busy with our work for we have the thinking that it would be for our better future and state in life but less do we know that at the end of the day there is someone paving the way for us to have and experience the greatest bliss and contentment our minds can’t even fathom. We are always worried for things that might hinder our happiness or just the way of life we want to live. We are so worried of our deadlines in our school or work but less do we know that there is someone preparing for us the best way of life we never thought of living. We are so afraid of the consequences our failure to work or school will bring. We are so afraid of just making decisions that will lead us to hurt and regret less do we know that there is someone out there who is protecting us and is willing to give us a place where there will be no consequences, hurt and regrets.
There, we have God, our Father. He is the one paving the way for us to have and experience the greatest bliss and contentment, the one preparing for us the best way of life we never thought we could live and the one protecting us and willing to give us a place free of consequences, hurt and regrets. He was. He is and He will always be.
In our journey in this life, unconsciously we take for granted the most important things than the things we have here on earth. We prepare for our future here on earth thinking that it will have a bearing in our life somewhere not on earth but with our Father. I am also guilty of being busy and engrossed with what life here on earth is offering me thinking that my life here on earth will never end. I felt guilty of not preparing myself for the coming of the kingdom and not thinking that God is waiting for me in his kingdom.
God, our Father loves us so much that even if we turn away from Him, he is still willing to offer His kingdom for us. We are his little flock, his sons and daughters. God gave me overflowing blessings which are at times not seen but it made me realize that I should not fail God because I believe he expects me in His kingdom. I want to be there with Him for I know God will never offer us anything that will harm us. I believe whatever that comes from God is for my best.
Look inside your heart for there is God waiting for you. We must feed not only our body but our soul for us to deserve the Kingdom of God.
~this is my homework for my NCM103… just thought of posting this…=)
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-22-2008 | 04:02 PM
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My PAST doesn’t make me LESS of a person.
The important thing is how it will make you a BETTER person in the FUTURE by the lessons it gave you.
I can’t see the logic why people keeps on making “that” thing an ISSUE especially when it was already a PAST and of how I don’t want it to happen again, of how I realized many things because of that and of how I changed because of that.
If I only knew, they ain’t got anything that can put my name on shame except for that.
How insecure… How pathetic… How immature…
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-19-2008 | 03:02 PM
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I wouldn’t be surprised if one day your FRIEND will tell negative things about you when they believe the half-truth here says about them.
One question in my mind:
WHAT KIND OF PERSON ARE THEY?
That’s not the meaning of “Friendship”, I am well aware of that.
How about YOU?
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-19-2008 | 03:02 PM
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People experience FIXATION wherein they can’t move on to the next stage of their lives as they grow older.
Some stays in their TODDLER years in which they will do any possible means to get someone’s attention.
What to do when you encounter such people?
According to studies, you should just
IGNORE THEM
Then eventually,
THEY’LL STOP.
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-18-2008 | 04:02 PM
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A cliché as it may sound…
REALITY BITES…
We can’t do anything but to accept those facts…
Sadly, there are those people who can’t manage the truth that’s why they make sure that they’re not alone in their MISERABLE LIVES by pulling others down.
What they don’t realize is, it just add up to their misery because GOD never allows it if they won’t pay.
I fear that…
I fear HIM…
You should at least try…
IF YOU DON’T!
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-18-2008 | 04:02 PM
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I got this meme from Jeric of Brinknotes.org The rules are:
On a piece of paper, write and answer the following and then take a picture/scan it:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Current music:
Favorite movie:
Favorite book:
Describe yourself in 5 words:
Something weird about yourself:
Here’s mine:
Just a refresher form my previous, emo post..LOL!
Sorry, the quality of the picture is not that good. I just took it via my webcam…
I am tagging everyone..=)
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-12-2008 | 04:02 PM
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Mind says: What are you doing?
Heart says: Just being the greatest friend he’ll ever have
Mind says: I thought you love him? Why do you act that way?
Heart says: Yes, I love him but we both know it’s not right.
Mind says: Why do you still help him? You’re just hurting yourself.
Heart says: What hurts me more is seeing him sad and hurt that’s why I am still helping him. I still want to be there for him.
Mind says: You’re just killing yourself for being nice and pretending you’re happy for him
Heart says: No, I am not pretending. I was and I am really happy for him. After all He’s my friend.
Mind says: Stop it. Please.
Heart says: All I can do is just be contented with what we have right now. —FRIENDSHIP because if I will do things about this, I might lose that one thing I was holding on to.
Mind says: Oh great. You just won yourself a medal for being such a “GOOD” friend.
Heart says: Thanks. Because, that’s all I am and that’s all I’ll ever be.
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 02-12-2008 | 04:02 PM
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