rushing love.
People as my age often look for their real love. The one they could be stable or at least be committed for a long time with, the one they could spend and express love and intimacy with, the one they can feel love and the one who can be their partner through thick or thin.
Chat rooms, texts, calls, Cellphone numbers aired through television and radio, eyeballs… People buy it just to find that someone who will satisfy and complete the puzzles of their lives. Many relationship are out of this situations but less do we know that not all of the relationship rooted from this are for long term. Some are just for fun or flings. Instead of finding the love you deserve, you end up with the pain you don’t deserve.
Rushing love, many of us are guilty of this knowing the advantages it brings. Love is very enigmatic that I can’t find the right words or sentences to describe it. I am not on the position to preach about love for I haven’t experienced the “real” love each of us are dying to feel. I am learning love as for other’s experience. I can say that if rushing love was a crime. We would all be on jail so to speak. I understand why people are committing this crime because I believe that life is senseless and would not be called a life if we got no one to share it to. Love satisfy our flaws, our incompleteness, our problems regarding other things, our deepest, darkest emotions and our purpose here on earth.
They say love comes when you are ready. When you are physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally prepared. I was wanting love for quite sometime. I have learned to be envious to couples I see walking pass through me, sitting beside me while on the jeepney or bus and eating joyously in front of me and I just try to don’t mind. But then I realized, Maybe it’s not yet time. Maybe I am not after all ready for it. Maybe I just overlooked the fact that I miss the feeling. I want to revive the sweet, romantic and full of madness me when love has taken its course to mine. Perhaps there is someone who knows if I am ready better than myself. I believe it’s God. I don’t want to wait anymore in contrast, I don’t want to find it either. If you are in my position, what would you do? I stopped for a while, then a thought came to me. I would rather spend my time of making myself better or even the best than to just wait in vain for the person who will sweep me off my feet. By the time he will come, I would be worthy of his love and then he won’t dare to ask for more. Making myself better and possessing the word PATIENCE will one day lead me to a person who will be a MAN for me. I know it, I can feel it and I believe it.
Each of us deserves that kind of love but with our age, we might not end up finding just one person, instead we find several persons different with each other that would make us perfect for that one person and will also lead us to that one person. The one person doesn’t mean he is the right one but we would make him the right one for us.
For all I’ve typed, I bet you’re wondering of my age. I am just 18, spending all the time she has in doing every little thing she could possibly do to put meaning in her so called life.
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 03-31-2008 | 08:03 AM
Posted in: Rhapsodies
