For the first time…
Would your first time mean something when it was just forced?
Would it bring something wonderful if it’s done for the sake of other people’s happiness?
Would it still count if it’s just for fun?
Would it be remembered if it’s just done to gratify constant requests?
You can never forget your first time.
No matter what you do to repress it. It stays with you until you breathe no more. This firsts can make you laugh or can make you regret when you happen to look back. I hope it will not bring you shame or disgust.
To girls, first times are something that should be special. It is something that needs to have a follow-up or consistency. It is something to be cleared and talked about because it is something like a milestone for them— or for us, I may say. It is something very important for us. It has to be done with no hesitations, with pure honesty, clean intentions and given whole-heartedly. It has to be with the right time, place and most especially with the right person. It will make you happy and bring you in a state of euphoria.
However, if that is not the case, it will fill your mind with questions you will be afraid of asking. It will be self-contained and will lead you in a state of confusion. You want to talk about it but you just can’t (Or maybe, you are not in the right position to do so…). All you can do is to just pretend that nothing happened where in fact you hope something wonderful will prosper. You wish the other party felt something or even drew a smile. You wish the other party would initiate to open-up. You wish the other party would at least remember it just as you do. Nevertheless, if not, Well… You just have to be cool with it.
For some firsts are nothing, for some it makes them scared but for me, firsts is the key to open for something new because you’re not going to be scared the second time it happened and it will make you look forward on who is it going to be with your last. Although, at the back of your mind, you wish your first would also be your last, which in the end is all that matters.
FOR THE FIRST TIME
Staring Richard Guttierez and KC Concepcion
Showing August 27, 2008
Directed by Bb. Joyce Bernal
LOL!
YEAH, IM COOL WITH IT…=D
*I missed posting something like this…=)
Posted by: Dianne Peña | 08-26-2008 | 11:08 PM
Posted in: Belles-Lettres
Disclaimer: Not a sponsored post. Its just a coincidence. hehe!
When the first doesn’t turn out to be a good experience or something that you hope for, you’ll agonize about it as well for the longest time. Something that goes by the line, “you stole my first kiss!”