Sa nangyari, nangyayari at mangyayari pang mga kalamidad, sana mga totoong puno na ang itanim natin….

…….at hindi lang mga puno sa FARMVILLE…:D

*funny but true text message that I got from a friend.

Masaya dahil akala ko ok na,
Pero bakit pag dating ng gabi hanggang sa pagpikit ng aking mga mata’y biglang nagbago ang lahat

Biglang nabuhay ang alaala mong nagdulot ng panghihinayang… ng pagkalumbay…
Biglang naitanong sa sarili, ganoon na lang ba ang kahihinatnan ng isang akala ko’y magandang pagsasamahan?

Sadyang ganoon lang ba ang tadhana o hindi lang talaga handa?

Sana’y hindi na lang nagtanong
Sana’y hindi nagduda
Ngunit anong magagawa ng isang pusong takot at nangangamba?

Sayang puso’y sabik magmahal ng tapat at totoo
Na inakala’y magkakaroon na ng magandang pagkakataon

Hanggang dito na lang ba o dapat pang umasa
Hanggang dito na lang ba o dapat ng limutin

Mahirap dahil minsa’y naging masaya
Mahirap dahil ako’y may nararamdaman na

Siguro nga’y dapat na itong itigil dahil mali sa mata ng nakararami
At marahil kalokohan lang ang lahat sa atin

*para naman maupdate itong blog na to…:]]

Magbabalentayms nanaman…

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Sa mga SINGOL katulad ko…

ang pinakamagandang tanong ay…

“DO YOU FEEL ANY PRESSURE RIGHT NOW???”

hahahaha!

ansaklap…:]]

No matter what you do to repress it. It stays with you until you breathe no more. This firsts can make you laugh or can make you regret when you happen to look back. I hope it will not bring you shame or disgust.

To girls, first times are something that should be special. It is something that needs to have a follow-up or consistency. It is something to be cleared and talked about because it is something like a milestone for them— or for us, I may say. It is something very important for us. It has to be done with no hesitations, with pure honesty, clean intentions and given whole-heartedly. It has to be with the right time, place and most especially with the right person. It will make you happy and bring you in a state of euphoria.

However, if that is not the case, it will fill your mind with questions you will be afraid of asking. It will be self-contained and will lead you in a state of confusion. You want to talk about it but you just can’t (Or maybe, you are not in the right position to do so…). All you can do is to just pretend that nothing happened where in fact you hope something wonderful will prosper. You wish the other party felt something or even drew a smile. You wish the other party would initiate to open-up. You wish the other party would at least remember it just as you do. Nevertheless, if not, Well… You just have to be cool with it.

For some firsts are nothing, for some it makes them scared but for me, firsts is the key to open for something new because you’re not going to be scared the second time it happened and it will make you look forward on who is it going to be with your last. Although, at the back of your mind, you wish your first would also be your last, which in the end is all that matters.

FOR THE FIRST TIME

Staring Richard Guttierez and KC Concepcion
Showing August 27, 2008
Directed by Bb. Joyce Bernal
LOL!

YEAH, IM COOL WITH IT…=D

*I missed posting something like this…=)

~photosource

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I become a poet of my very own heart

*such an EMO KID! argghh..

Still you are the last thought of the night
Still with you, I long for a sight
Why does my heart belongs to you still?
But your heart you never let me feel?

One day we’re together with a beautiful hymn
But then, I woke up, it’s just a crazy dream
Did you cast a spell or made a potion?
Because this feelings can’t just be an illusion

My love for you is an ocean where I was drowned
In your heart is where I want to be found
Please take me to your tender shore
Save me from death’s course

Tears froze as it run through my face
For the coldness you gave and a short phrase
“I’m Sorry!”he said, then I assumed it wasn’t true
Cause I was dying to hear “I Love You Too!”

~this is not about me, just for the sake of my neurons to get tired…LOL!

If I will be a rainbow, I hope you are my colors

If I will be a song, I hope you are my melody

If I will be a puzzle, I hope you are my last piece

If I will be the sky, I hope you are my stars

If I will be a poem, I hope you are my every line

If I will be story, I hope you are my happy ending

If I will be a book, I hope you are my every page

If I will be a nightmare, I hope you are my wake-up call

If I will be life, I hope you are my purpose

If I will be death, I hope you are my life-after-death

Just as those things…

They become motionless without the other

They become useless if not used together

Just as me…

I become worthless

My life becomes futile

If I am without you

Or even just a thought of it

I want somebody to be the answer to my own prayers

Then we could spend the thing called now and forever

Bonded by love and blissful moments together

How I wish the right moment is now

To let my feelings flow the way I know how

Just a single face when I search in a crowd

Then I’ll know the answers are finally found

I want to be the missing piece to ones puzzled heart

I want someone to fill my heart’s missing part

I wish our magical story would start

And never would it end nor tear us apart

I want to be the sugar of ones bitter life

I want someone to put a spice into my plain life

Together we’ll create a happy song

That indeed everyone will surely long

I want to be the time for someone else’s wound to heal

I want someone to heal the emptiness that I feel

I know we know how to leave but never will

For we will be US even after time stands still

I want to be the song for someone’s frozen moment

I want someone to dance with me and not lament

We will sing in chorus, our indescribable love

And just let it flow with the emotions we both have

I wish we’ll compliment and not repel

For this is not just something novice but a higher level

I hope cupid will lead our hearts to each other

And not just to hurt and be a heart breaker

I’ll never be afraid and be willing to give it with all of me.

‘Cause you see, I’ve fallen and I want you to fall for me to

I don’t want to love alone.

How I wish it was just me…

You never know how far I go

You never noticed how much I stared at you and just let myself drown.

If my looks can melt, then I can definitely melt you down.

I fell so deep…

How I plead, how I pray that you’d find me.

What do you say if I tell you all of these things?

Please tell me the right words to feed my hungry heart

But I am afraid to hear…

And now, I wish I wasn’t in love with you…

So you couldn’t hurt me…

UNCONSCIOUSLY…

How can I have it?

He has have it

How come I don’t have it?

Anywhere I search for it

Anyone I know is feeling it

At heaven, I know it’s unending

At earth, few are worth having

People prays for it that I try to give

People says it’s short and always leave

Part of me gamble when I give it out

Perhaps I wish it can also make me one

Perfection is also with it

Please, could someone be sweet

Please me enough to make me feel

Part of me that is making me ill

Yearn for it as I always do

You can make it come true

You know what I am talking about

Yes, it is happiness that we want to shout